I was beaten as a child

I was beaten as a child. I was raped and put into foster care. i have been hurt. everyone i ever loved died or was ripped from my hands. Love is what i fear. Love is what matters the most. My mother didn’t love me and love to me is this unknown thing that i long for. i am a survivor of drugs, rape, and abuse. I love only to be hurt yet i still love. I am broken so love is all i have to give. Love matters the most. You should cherish every moment you are in the presense of someone you love. In a blink of an eye they could be gone. So hold tightly. i will love those who hurt me for what they have taught me. I will love those who put me down, they have only made me stronger. I will love those who took their own lives even though they were my world.

I will continue to love through apin and tears. Through the hate of the world and the abuse. I will love because i know what it feels like to not be loved. Love is all that matters in the end.